Sometimes I allow Myself to go there...
To feel the past memories of heart break. To feel the pain of having my heart crushed.
Sometimes I just take it all in...
I do it to remember how I never want to feel again. I do it to be grateful. I do it to spark wisdom, but most of all I do it to inspire myself.
Knowing that I can rise up and still live each day as if I had never seen the depths of that heartache. To know that I can love again with Faith in what will be. To move on and to most of all be ever so grateful.
I am grateful for each triumph, each warm feeling, each day of life after.
So yes, sometimes I allow myself to go there, but never do I stay...